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Love Story ♥
Monday, December 5, 2011 @ 9:33 PM









Argghhhh!! *scream out loud* You just dont know how happy I am right now, how big my smile at this moment! :D And you should know how much I miss HIM! :'D Ok ok ok. *take a breath* Lemme tell ya what's happening today :')

This morning, we have an executive talk with Tun Dr. Mahathir Mohamad, our former PM :) I just cant wait for it, not because I've wait for a very long time to meet my greatest idol, but this is the time for me to know whether what I thought bout my dream is true or not :S So, this morning, I'm so lucky cause I can park my car right in front of the gate :D so dont have to walk a distance ;p

First person I saw is Makcik Dalima :D She said, she saw Mr. F lastnite :D aww what a hardworking guy... :') Then, I went to the lobby to see what I need to do :) OMGhosh!! He was there!! ♥ Wearing white long-sleeve blouse with a navy blue necktie, he still look damn hot in my eyes ♥ Ghosh, crazy girl I am! :P He looks so serious giving the orders to his staffs especially our Cultural Artists :)I love the way he's working *melting*

I'm starting to tremble :S I'm the only one who's there without Mdm. Kas or CC Min or Abang Mie or Abang Wan :( The guests start to ask me whether they have to register or not. And actually I'm just worried if they ask more questions bout the program cause I'm taking leave during the process of making paperwork! :S I dont have much info to tell them! :S Next time, dont take leave during a big program like this, amirah... =.= A few minutes later, Abang Mie came :) sigh. Luckily! :D He ask me to go inside and help him send around the program books. Haisshhh... I thought I wanna stare cik abang a bit longer :( nevermind... we still have a few hours to spend with the guy :P

While I was busying pass on the program books to the guests, suddenly Mdm Kas come and said "Hello Azizaimi. Selamat Pagi" aiiii? Lain macam benor bunyinya? Ada apa-apa ke? :P and abang Mie is so proud of it =.=" HAHAHA! Then suddenly, I saw Mr. F! :O he was train the artist to accompany our Tun later :') Aww why I saw him so hardworking? Please, dont make me fall deeper, dear :S He looks so serious! but still looks stunning ♥ Then, he keep ordering and reminding people bout the arrangement of the event. awww he works really hard to make sure the program run smoothly :')

I keep working. Awww he really motivates me ♥ he still there. watching the arrangement of the hall. sigh, why must he enter when I was there? :P He's so eye-candy ya know? :P then he's up to the stage. maybe wanna see if the stage is in the right order... :) a few minutes later, I saw Mr. Z ;) aww they looks so sweet together :D what?? what the...? amirah! =.=" hahaha I mean, they look so sweet as a boss and his officer ;) but.. En Z should go celebrate Tun at the airport, right? =.= haiyaa... this boss ahh... sigh. Abang Wan said, he love En Z. So sempoi one! :D I knew it! Everyone love him :) and I wish Mr. F can be like that ;p Dont be so hard, dearlovelyguy *twink* He keep entering and out-ing the hall =.=" I know you're busy dear but please dont dissapear from my eyes :P but I still manage to capture his picture when he's talking with his artists ;D the best thing is... I'm wearing the same color with his choir artist -_- how come same?? Till abang Y perli-ing me and ask "You artis koir ke?" -_-' dah tau perli pula ya? :P

Then, when i saw abang wan and CC Kamal going out from the hall cause too many guests, I went to the door. Suddenly, while talking with some of our staffs at the door, HE came to shaking DB's driver's hand O.o Ghosh, I cant help besides smiling to him and.... he smile back! :D but his face still looks gloomy :( You're too stress or sad bout another thing dear? ♥ After that moment, he's missing -_- Mr. F is missing. I dont know where he gone and when all this happen -_-" I'm just too busy talking with abang mie and other guests -_- I wanna see him puhleaseeee *begging* only after a few moment, he enter the hall again with a striped black coat :') aww I miss you! ♥ then I went out again and stand at the entrance with Miss D and Abang Nuar :D aww miss D also here? :-\ I may watch some 'drama' over here ;)

My guess was true. Now I totally believe in my instinct. It was so true. And I pray for them. Nothing is wrong. Don't worry. Maybe they have strong destiny. And I wish, this time, Bro's prayer will come true :') ok with them. hehehe. Return to my story :D I saw him standing beside the door with Abang Z and Mr. SH, hehehe :P wow! he looks so sexy when he stand the wall with his hand!! O.O replace that Mr. SH with me :P then it will become the most precious and sexiest moment ever :P K. Dah start mepek -_- then I go stand behind 'abang-abang kompang'... suddenly abang Yus came and spraying us with the living room perfume -_- ini abang banyak gila lah!! heheh. I turn and look around. awwh, he was stand beside the door :) awaits. He looks gloomy. too tired, dear? awwhhh :S now I feel sooo uneasy :( feel like wanna go beside him and try to relieve him :'S we keep waiting. and I saw daddy's coming :D hahaha finally! but... he said he's gonna welcoming Tun at the airport? :-\ He shake with En Z :) with Dato SUB and others. and..... and..... OMG! Daddy's shaking him! :'D Awww what a sweet moment I capture! :') I feel like I wanna run to him and let daddy tell him that I was his daughter. Apparently there's something between daddy and him :| dad stop for awhile at him before go inside the hall and he, looks like really love daddy! :') I read his mouth. He said "dato" and smile. No meaning. I know. what I mean is after that smile. something inside his eyes. something is attracting daddy ♥

After Tun arrive, I stand at the outside :) FULLHOUSE. Useless to go inside, too full until you cant find a place to stand -_- stand outside and chillin with miss D :) Mr. F is inside and I dont know where he go... at first, I thought he sit with the other officers. So I try to find him. I saw En Z beside the 6th door, talking with his staff and I think, he may not sit. Even his boss stand, why must he sit with others? And I saw and proud, with Mr. Wong and Mr. Din who sit with others and not in the VIPs seats :) Tired of standing :( my heels make my leg feel so pain :S trying to survive. I went to the hall and watch the final discussion with Tun. OMG! HIM! Gahh... he was there!! (pointing at the behind of LCD Screen) he stand beside the host :) finally I found you, bro :P just realize he's the secretariat of the program... just realize? -_-" you're sooo outdated lah, amirah! :P awhh he'll be my inspiration. I'm gonna be hard and hard worker! :D I saw him give&take the mic to the participants -_- sian him :( then I went out again because I cant stand with the pain! my feet is getting worse! :S then nak masuk the hall again, cannot already -_-" the door is packed! when I saw Tun is finishing his speech, I'm walking out from the door and..................... wait for him to across the door. Hehehe

Finally! I saw him walking with the other guests going out from the hall :D I can feel my tummy full with the butterflies when he's passing by me ^_^ I saw him go stand beside the entrance again. and I walk there :P pretending that I'm awaits for both Tun to come, I capture a few picture of him ;p what a lucky day... hehehe. when Tun is show off, the media and reporters rushing to interview him! I hate this crowded :( I go stand beside CC Min and he ask me whether abang wan can shake Tun or not? Of course nottt!! That's why he's so dissapointed. heh. CC tell me, if I wanna shake Tun, stay here and try to shake. wokeyh Sir! :P Suddenly HE walk towards us and smile to me (of course to CC too :P) and I heard he whispered "sesak, sesak, sesaaak!" aww so cute! why you ebing so cute today, dear? :P and I know, only me heard that voice, not others :D I miss that voice! :')

Till the end, I cant shake Tun lahhh :S too many people. Then after I found he's no where... I decide to retrn to office :) Durinng in the car, i saw Kak Mili with others also on their way to their car :) I dont know who's driving but I guess between Kak Elly or Kak Mili, maybe kak zana? I dont know -_- after that, I dont know why, but when I'm driving out from the parking space, I saw one car. Looks like sport car, err ya know that I didnt know the cars very well, rite? -_-" so yeah, I dont know the name but I also dont know why I keep steal a look to the car using my side mirror -_- suddenly, my heart beats. It seems like.... the one who's drivin the car... the guy.... why my instinct tell me that it was HIM? Truth or lies? :S We enter the same road but.. after we passed the street cross between the hall & the mosque, he entered the middle lane, while me remain in the same lane. I took the chance to see the driver clearly. OMG! It's true! It was HIM! O.O He's driving the car? It seems like Kia Forte... Really? :-\ That sport car was him's? OMG! OMG! :O His soul is so young lahh. hehehe But when he's passing by my car, I saw him busy talking to the phone -_- dangerous, bro! dont do it again! :S And now I realize, the car that I always see in the PEB's space at the car park was his car -_- I thought who's too 'clever' hijack others space park without permission tuuu. So it was him... sigh :)