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Friday, November 25, 2011 @ 8:23 PM


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Ghosssshhh!! What happen today? Is it a LUCKIEST day of the world? Why I feel superlucky today? :D I cant stop smiling! One by one incidents 'accidently' happen to me! OMG! OMG! I'm the happiest girl in this world today! Thanks God! Thanks for everything! Thanks for making my day! :'D

Ok. Ok. Back to the real story. Today, like past weeks, today is the last day for our 8th Group for IMG's course :) And today also we got Dato' Shahbuddin Hassan as our motivator. Heheee. Abang Mie's looks so scared! Be chill lah abang, nothing to worry about! ;) And what makes me feel so funny is when abang Ejai still mad on me :P hahaha. The idea to impose him by Mr. R is very effective, altho in reality I feel awkward cause I dont like to make people feel emotionally wounded -.- but its sekejap saja tu.. later he will be okay, rite? :) and I dont wanna pujuk him. He's not my case and I still agree with the reason why Mr. R wanna impose him :) Later he will know and basically, I'm so worried if what Mr. R talk bout him is true :( The way he is... towards me.... err.... I sometimes feel it too...

K. Lets forget that 'cheeky' guy for awhile. I dont want his merajuk turn off my happiest day :P (but imposing him is the one of my funniest revenge of my life :P) So during recess, me and kak sally with kak intan go buy a gift for our CC's daughter's wedding tomorrow :D so fun to walk with them! :D but I miss makcik dalima :( long time didnt meet her and I got news for her. sigh. when retrn to office, I continue gossiping with kak sally and most of the time, we talk bout our job :P still a gossip ke? :P hehehe. Then, around 3pm,I wanna go back to my own office. OMG! En S sehhh :)) Long time no see dear boss :P (dear lah sangat! :P) wah, looks thinner and more handsome eh? ;p this guy, if he didnt know, kakak and ayah already gossiping him with me -.- heh. they thought I want him lah tuuu :P the best thing is, he walk just to stand beside me. and when we enter the lift, I walk and stand behind him :P K. so gatal eh? -.-" hahaha

Guess what? Is there any rahmat or it just an accident or maybe this is fate when I decide to meet kak yat 5 min after I said to her "wait for me. I'm on my way now.." ? I said I 'already' on my way but I just start my way 5 min after that -.- hehe. so silly lah you, amirah! :P I go back to Level 9 and ask her bout our Elections Day. And when she said "This one, En E_______ already fill the form, but I dont know which silly form he filled" -_-" ni kakak memang tarak boleh harap :P heh. but.... when I heard his name, my heart scream out, wanna see that form -_- could you be more patient, heart? Then I ask her "kak, can I see him's, kak?" That kakak just give it to me and I just pretend like I read the form (walhal I just wanna see his writing, can cool down my heart longing towards him tau? :P) and even i'm a lil bit dissapointed when knew that he, as a leader for that election center, the only one can choose who wanna work with him on the election day, finally, I feel relieved when I notice that all of his staffs (I mean those who work under him during the election) was the guys except Ms. D! :)

And now, when that thing happen, I feel like, ok. It still ok if I cant work during that election day cause other than a bit disappointed, I dont want to work with others! and of course, nothing to worried because all that guys, can 'take care of him' :P hehehe. haiyaak! I'm superdupercrazy right now! Like seriously! O.o In that case, while waiting for the lift, I keep smiling for that 'good news' but... at the same time, I feel like something is going on with abang N and Miss D. When I remind again of what I've seen before, with what is seen in the form just now, it strengthen my suspicions against them *thinking* maybe I should stop think bout it. Not my business and I dont have right, kan? :)

K. The lift is open. And..... what???? Mr F inside it! :O Seriously! At first, I cant believe it! I keep asking myself "is it him? is it him?" Ghosh, that heartbeats make everything seems imaginary @_@ but luckily I can handle myself in front of him and ask "nak turun ke?" -.- and he answer " nak turun.. nak turun.." aww his voice! I miss it! :') but why he looks menggelebah? -.- ok. or maybe he sounds like bored? NO.... I can hear it clearly, he's menggelabah la! not bosan! or marah! :S dont put another question mark on my head, dear.. please :( and when I enter, he ask me where to go "mana?" and i just like "1.. 1" heheh. trembling again? :P and he push the button where I ask tadi :D aww why I feel so sweet? ♥

Suddenly kak Yam approach me :) ouh, sorry kak.. I didnt see you -_- eh, how come I cant realize she was there walhal I just walk and stand beside her -_- haiyoo.. this guy punya panahan is so strong! *wink* then akak ask me " where you go?" "to my old office lah kakak.. and why you wanna go to level 2?" " I wanna meet my old friend" Haishh, perli nampak? :P heheh. when we reach level 2, he ask her "who wanna go here?" can you imagine? kak yam just geleng -_- hahaha. when the lift almost close its door, then kak yam realize she wanna go there -_- aiyoo kak yam! luckily you can stop the lift. hehehe and I heard he laugh with me :') aww what a sweet moment I have ♥

After that kakak out from the lift, just the two of us in the lift :S God, why must this thing happen? Even he keep texting and I keep silence, *try to find a breath* and for the first time, I'm not so obvious to watch him straightly and pretend to look down, I still can see him with my eyes tails :P with a black long sleeve (but he fold up to the elbow), with a black pants and black tag and his 'golden' name, oh Ghosh, he looks like a sexy charm! ouh.. I ♥ YOU :)

Did you just go back from a meeting hun? This is our second time in the same lift after more than 8month :') and you did the same thing of what you did at our first dulu :P I hate you for that :P heheheh. Ghosh, if he know what is inside of my mind :( but better not. Accept it. Better not. Dont crush anything he hold right now. I really love him and nothing can make me cry for a happiness when see him happy even with the other women beside him :') I hope that's what we called as sacrifice. I hope. HE teach me a loads even he didnt realize it. Thanks ♥

" Hendak ku luahkan takut memakan diri
Hendak ku simpankan meracuni hati
Hendak ku jeritkan takut malu sendiri
Hendak ku diamkan kau takkan mengerti.
Biar susah bagai cinta zulaikha
Cinta dalam mimpi jadilah nyata
Biar pahit manis juga terasa
Hari ini hampa esok gembira "