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Believe In Hurts
Thursday, November 3, 2011 @ 11:05 PM

I Wish I can Give My Umbrella To You So That You Don't Get Wet When The Rain Falls.

Today is most exhausted day ever. I guess, it's the most exhausted in my life? :-\ sigh. But I guess future will bring me more tasks than now. Just wait and see. This morning, I have to handle the IMG Course. Imagine how can I handle 170 people by myself? :S Be strong. This time, I'm grateful 'cause they are so diciplined during the course :) And those Artis Budaya also looks nice today :D

In the evening, me and Kak Noni went up to Azlan Shah Hall to handle another program for our Innovation Day :) Another heart beats very fast! *gulp* You know why I feel like this right? Righhhhhht? -_- When I reach the hall, I saw two registration desk :-\ why lah? Oh... because we're inviting other PBTs to come and that one desk will be used for their registration, also for the winners :) Ok, that part, Kak Noni jaga please? :P I just didnt know how to layan them -_- (actually I dont wanna miss the moment when he's signing in his name :P) So, finally, I jaga my Council registration :D When the Artis Budaya came, they feel surprise when look at me :O Terkejut ke see me at the Level 10 after you see me handling your program at Level 2 a few minutes ago? heheh. So cute perr? :P But I guess the 'Artist' guy is more mesra than the girl laa.. even my smile pun they didnt give any response :(

After a few moment, YES. He came with his boss, En Z ;) Wahh, wearing same color eh? So cute lah his Batik's cloth. Bought it at Indo kah, abang? :) And I'm so panic to handle this two man -_-" why? it happen because I saw him looks like wanna walk straight to the hall without sign his name in -_- at the same time, En Z wanna sign in his name :S okay *find a breath* actually, my hearts is pumping out the chest when he's in front of me... that beats made me panic till i dont know which one to layan first! Walhal got two pens, just give it to them and let them sign lahh -_-

But why everytime he saw me at the desk, he'll randomly smile? :( Errr it just my thought, I guess he have problem. Just guessing :S After signing in, he enter the Media Office that's right in front of my desk. Maybe he found that En A isnt there, so he's out. And at the moment, I realize he look at me! :O While walking to the hall, he look at me, but when he realize I look at him too, he quickly turn his sight and keep walking :( Ishk, I know our sight collide at that time. Sigh. I dont know how many times I've capture him steal a glance to me -_-" A few times I guess. but during that collide happened, he looks so gloomy :S I guess, i'm right. The way he stare at me macam... want me to feel his problem. God, I'm worried! :'(

When saw him enter the hall, I guess my job done here :P Its enough. heh. So cruel eh? ;P But.. but.. so many guess didnt come yet :( Now I feel insecure. This thing is not good. Other guess from other PBTs has come but not from my own Council -_- Their reason? They even didnt get the invitation to attend this program! O.o how come that thing can happen? Our management has sent it to your department lah... :S Our Planning Dep also come ONLY when Tuan Haji start to scream -_- ask everyone why this dep didnt come yet? Naya lah bila Tuan haji buka his mouth *gulp* Until one time, the Director of Engineering Dep also come down 'cause cant stand with Tuan haji -_-" See? our people from Ir. Badrul's Sector juga the BEST among the BEST :P hehe. I love Ir. Bad lah ♥ hehehe (actually wanna praise him and Ir. Bad :P) That is the moment Mr R come to sign in his name. He did a complaining that they didnt get any memo for this program -_- haiyooo panasnya his mouth! :S The Engineering people memang kasar eh? I can see it in each of them. Kasar bahasalah... hmm :(

While I was talking to other secretariat, my eyes suddenly clash with his eyes! that make him quickly turn his view :O whuaaat? I thought he was in the hall? When he come out from there? Why I didnt see it walhal after stand for Negaraku song, I never turn my view around besides the door :-\ ok. maybe after that kot? hmmm... but the way he speak to the phone, he seems like he's facing some problems :S His face and voice is so serious. And as his secret admirer, I feel so worry :( I just hope the one that I loved wont be sad or face any problem. I just want my love to be happy all the time. But I know it's impossible :( Everyone has their ups and downs, rite? :'( So I wish he can share with me and I can try to relive him (at least).. but... it just a wishing.. till now....... :S

And now, he have turn his phone off. The convo has end. Now, Mr R come out and speak to him, I cant hear it clearly so, I dont know what Mr R ask him :( and he answered with a sigh in his voice :S Ouhh, he sounds so stress! :'( Now I'm moreee worried! :'S even I'm so happy that finally I can hear his voice after so long, but deep into my heart, I'm worried with his situation :( I cant deny it. He draws me into his situation.. Now I feel depressed too. Crying without reason. And every minute, he was the only one in my thought. No others.

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