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Dream.. Is it the true him or just an imagination?
Sunday, September 18, 2011 @ 11:30 PM

Lastnite.. was a something UNEXPECTED :) If I had magical power or maybe time machine, I want to rewind the time. It was so wonderful! plus, it was something that I've been wondering before and today, mom give me the answer (without her noticed :P)
I've been thinking about this all this while. Searching for the meaning behind all the dream, but, sometimes feel afraid if of what I did, if it is against our religion :( so today, mom's answer for adek's question relieve me. hehehee
Wanna know what is the dream? *blink* I dont know where all this began but at first, it was not HIM. It's Abang Iqram Dinzly who was the 'main character'. I dont know how he can enter my dream and I dont want to share what happen between abang Iq and another 'characters' in the dream, let me keep it secret. Just me know. But I can tell you, based on what mom said, the dream of Abang Iq is just a 'dream'... not more than that.
I dont know when the 'hero' been changed, but... after Abang Iq get lost in one residential area, he drop me down at one terrace shops, suddenly Abang F**** appears! O.o He's no talking anything. Just keep in silence mode but still, accompany me at the parking lot :) sweet or not? *wink* He keep staring at me but didnt say anything. :( Deep down, I wish i can hear his voice cause I miss it so much! :S
We finally reach one hotel and I dont know how we reach there -.-" oh well, dream can bring us to wherever with whatever ways, right? :P beautiful scenery from the lobby. we can see the sea out there :) he such a sweet person lah.. hehehe me and him just stand at the window before we can enter our room. Still try to speak with him but then, he still same. Just look at me and smile without saying anything! :'(
Until the waiters come and bring us our "welcoming drinks" :) He dont want to eat. I feel weird but still okay. As long as I'm with him, look into his eyes, staring at his face, nothing can bring me down.. ♥
I dont know where they come from, but after a few activities I did with him, suddenly my nephews and niece are with me at the hotel and I brought them to the beach to play. He looks so worry and didnt allow me to touch the sea water. weird eh? Why only me? My nephews and niece who's younger than me pun he didnt say anything.. he take care of me just like a kid. hehehe so sweet what? :P although he many times obstructs, I still play at the edge of the sea water... so degil eh me?? :P
maybe get tired of it.. a group of boss call him and wanna bring him to somewhere.. but where all those bosses came? :\ I guess he's too tired when I keep playing without regard to his words, so he pull me out from the water bring me along with him -.- hehehe I dont care, as long as he care, I'm with him ♥
In the cab, the boss keep telling us bout the place's history and he looks so interesting. But, still quiet :( why he dont want to talk? He keep smiling but still, didnt want to let me go. Sometimes I feel like I'm his child in this dream -.- huh, a BIG no no please? If as someone special YES!! hehehe :P
My dream been disturb with adek's screaming! -.- He's so kasar know? Always waking up others rudely! :( I already said to him, if he continue with this attitude, no one will friends with him. Mom and dad are getting older, this method facilitating them getting a heart attack! Nak ke??? :| and now, my dream ends with an improper way.. :(
Haiyoo... now I feel so sad cause I even dont want to say goodbye to the dream.. when I can get the dream again? :( but honestly speaking, I can feel that all my dream before give me some hints. But yeah, only a few, and other "a few" just a fantasy I guess. okay. if my thought is true, so.... i'm SPEECHLESS :P but if not,then I think i'm just live in fantasy island. :|
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