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It was about something I dream for so long. After a few month I'd been transfered to the new department, my chance to meet him become less. At that time, I guess I just have less than 10% to meet him in person or at least bumped into him :( and honestly speaking, I feel so depressed at that moment. I feel like I wanna die. Better than have a less chance to meet. Day by day, I feel like I'm a lifeless body. Going everywhere without a soul inside it. Terrible, rite? :S

Till the today comes. Its a surprise. It was the happiest news I ever waiting for :') I was told to organize one MS ISO workshop. Thats all. Remembering that HE's the one of the Auditor, I feel much happier. It was a DREAM, which turns into REALITY ♥ with a feeling of thunderous in my soul, with the butterflies in my tummy .. and hearts that increasingly vibrates.. I went to the Azlan Shah Hall at Level 10. Feel excited but at the same time, my mind keep telling me to not put such a high expectation on this. Yea, mind is right :)

Then, I wait for a few minutes. As someone who's been trained to come earlier than the participants, I must wait patiencely :) So, ONLY after a few minutes, they come. But honestly, I put my focus too much for his appearance till I cant remember whether Tuan Haji Amin or Mrs. Kasturi come first -.- my heart just cant wait to see him by my eyes after a few month we didnt meet each other. I keep walking around. Wait. And wait. Suddenly, Ms Salmah's phone ringing. I dont know who's on the phone with her, but I heard this person cannot attend this workshop for a reason. And my heart beats rapidly. Questioning myself : Is that him? If yes, why he cannot come? If yes, will my dream is just a dream? :S

Well, why I said like that because lastnite, I had a dream. A dream where I meet him in one meeting. I Guess. Cause I cant remember it clearly. Like I said (and I repeat it again), I'm too focusing on his appearance that finally make me forget EVERYTHING! :( I'm sorry....

Urgh. Forget about it. I started to feel depressed. Disappointment will haunting me for the whole day if he didnt appeared! :'S Just after a few minutes passed, after a few people started to come, after Ms Salmah off her phone conversation, only that, HE comes... Oh God, Thanks for answering my prayer :')

With his beige checkered coat, light blue shirt, red neck tie, black pants.. OMG. He looks damn hot! :D Do you think he realize I'm a lil bit stutter when I said "Could you sign there?" :S Oh, he smile at me and I'm melting awaaaayyy... ♥ Ahh! I wish he didnt realize it! He take his place at the front table. I'm trying to checking his name out, and.... what?? He's in a group with Mr. Roslay? Ghosh, I'm in trouble -.- HAHAHA! Mr. Roslay gonna tease me on :P

He put his thing on the table and he went out again for a breakfast. Aww is he hungry? *winkkkk* heheee actually, we offer a breakfast for the participants, heh, thats why lah he's going out :P nevermind, eat a lot yea, hottie? ♥ I'm trying to hide my emotion by pretending check the attandance list -.- heheh. Girl is so crazy when she's in love, rite? :P well, I know I've been 'lost' my mind since a few month ago :P

He return to his table and... why he was sitting in a place that contrary to my view? I mean, at his seat, he can see me sit here, staring him -_- heh. well, its ok. Then, during the workshop, I saw him turning his body to me, but because I'm having myopic, so i cant see whether he's looking at me :P or looking at the lappy? Haish, of course the lappy, rite? Work is much important lah! :D teehee then, he open his coat at hang it at his seat. looks like a cute teen rite? :P He's cold or not? O.o I'm freaking cold over here!! :S

My phone is ringing. Kak Sally's name appear on the screen. She invite me to go to Level 9 cause they're hosting Jamuan Raya. So I tell her that I'll be there a few minutes more cause I'm currently managing a program :) Sigh. Feels so heavy to step out from the halls :P I wish he will miss me :P K. So lame -_-" hahaha

I'm enjoying myself at the Deputy's Office till I forgot bout him for awhile -_- Gahh. I wish I will return there, cause all of them are the ONLY can make me smile like nothing's happen in this world :( Well, just wait and see.. :S

Return to the hall. When I open the door, they already finish. Owh, how I wish I can see him at least, steal a glance at me? :( Oh yes, he did! :D I guess... -__- hahaha Cause I see how quick he turn his eyes to the board when I'm turning my head to him :P Kantoi!!! XP hehehe After few hours, the speaker tell the Auditors to take rest and having lunch before they start auditing the chosen department. So, when the rest of the Auditors out (like always, my eyes keep watching him to know when he gonna out :P), suddenly Tuan Haji Amin call me to transfer all the info from the speaker's thumbdrive into his thumbdrive so that he can make a copy to anyone who want it. K, he's so efficient uhh :)

In the crowded of people, I dont know why I walk to Madam Kasturi -_- Maybe becuase I see him talking to the madam kot? -__-" Imagine it, I stand close to both of them, in the middle of the door, where everyone is rushing for their lunch! -_- why I become so crazy like that? hah? O.o err do you think he realize what I'm doing at that time? :S I guess I want to pretend that I wanna ask her bout the program, but then, I cancel it and go out to Abang Wan ;) Suddenly Tuan Haji Amin call Madam, he said someone is searching for her. I take that chance to look into the hall. Actually, it just a trick :P Abang Wan win. Madam just hear abang wan's calling while me? Pretending that I was searching for someone by looking around from the door -__- hahaha Our eyes clashed O.O but, I can see it.. I mean, there's a 1000 meaning from his eyes. Why he look at me like that? His face looks so sad. Is something happen, to him? :'S Quickly turn my view and rushing back to my office with a 1001 question in my mind and a 1000 beats in my heart :')

Till I went back to the hall, I still cant forget that stares :( what was in his mind actually? sigh. I wish I can read people's mind like Edward :-\ Guess what? First thing that across my mind when I enter the hall, I wish he was there and I may find some time to steal a glance towards him :P But? Hmmm.. Then, take my place at the secretary desk and searching for him, suddenly he enter the hall and look at me. But. He realize I look at him too so, he quickly change his view and rushing to his table. Another question appear? YES. Urgh, why my mind cant stop questioning his body language? :S Hmmmm....

After a few minutes the program running, Madam tell us to leave the hall, we can return at 4pm :( Halaa.. I want to spend my time learn that MS ISO thingy and stare at him along the time? hehehe Madam always like that :'( so, I step away reluctantly.. Hmm... my mind filled with his face..

Right on 4pm, I'm going up again to the hall and enter quietly :P I saw his back! hehehe *itchy* They're doing some paperwork and he has change his position.. halaa.. I thought I can see his face! Hmmm ;P So I sit at the secretary desk and continue dreamy :P sigh. I'm so bad, rite? Just looking at him, and saw him talking with other women officer who's OLDER than him... jealous? Eh hellooo. That women married already, if got Miss though, she's older than him! :S Hah, my feeling is not good, rite? DANGEROUS.

Saw him laugh with Madam, I wondering, would he do the same thing with me? :( why after I've been transfered to HR Department, he looks like wanna run away from me? He seldomly speak to me like before.. If he laugh though, he just laugh because another person has made some jokes! But if he only saw me, he dont want to smile like before... owh, I really miss that moment :'( but, his laugh is still the sweetest one! I fall for that voice ♥

Then, I just realize, at the time Madam gimme an order to give the MS ISO form for them to fill, why when I move to his table, he suddenly quiet and focusing on his work? Before I reach there, I can see how much he's laughing and joking with En Roslay -_- always like that! what happen to you bro? didnt like me? or just my feeling? tell me and help me! :S the weird thing is, he will continue chatting after I'm moving to another table -_-" please dont do that again to me :( you never know how much I'm hurt for that situation.. :S

The program only end at 5.30pm which mean, I just return home at 6pm -_- imagine how I want to redah all the traffic jammed at that time? :( and i saw he's going back, walking with Kak Ita, our accountant :) urgh. another jealous! :S haiyooo.. cik abang, cik abang.. why I must be this crazy?? IMISSYOU.