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Jar of Heart :)
Wednesday, July 6, 2011 @ 8:50 PM

My heart beats faster. The highly anticipated moment finally come. Almost 2 months, love.. almost 2 months, you and I didn't meet... Did you know that I was suffer during this period? And I never stop hoping that you may see me standing, waiting for you here..
And today, the moment that I'm waiting for so long finally come!
Saw you come up with a smart black suit, blue tie and wearing a white shirt with blue stripes, guess what? you looks very sexy, confident and very charismatic! I know, for some people, it sounded like an extreme compliment, but love is too crazy to enables everything. Something that I yearn to see everytime I look at your appearance.. Actually, you're very hot! I'm even unable to explain why you look so hot on my eyes... in fact, could it be too excessive if I said that you're very sexy? LOL. Well, people can say anything. Let me only the one who can see what's inside you..
Today began when he appeared behind the crowded, from the lobby to the stage. Walk through the row of the deputy secretary's office, he headed to the stage to meet my beloved ex-boss, Ir.Badrul. hehehe seriously, I don't know why my Ir.badrul like him so much? Let investigate after this? Nope. I won't do that to him.. it's out of my business. after talking for a while, he walked back down from the stage and through the rows of the office before heading to the lobby. Oh.. he needs to go to Pangkor Island at 11am later. Maybe that's why he seems in a hurry. But he still looks charismatic! And....... he's gone in the crowded :(
But I was speechless and amazed to hear those words from Mayor. Very impressed when heard the spirit and hard work he had, to promote our program. Willing to stay up till 3-4 am just want to promote the program? I really love you, baby.. I highly admire your sacrifices! I myself, not been able to promise to do that till late night. Congratulations, my dear... You've successfully prove the spirit of a great young man. Deep down in my heart, I admire your spirit and honestly, I swear... one day, I want to be like you. I'll prove it and you'll see me in the future AS you :)
I also met a few cultural artists who has just signed a contract with us. Just one message to them, please take care of your behavior and keep your manners. Most importantly, try to clean the image that people have hurl on your group. And to the culture artists under the age of 20 years old, please promise that you will not forget your education. You can go further, believe me..
Just one thing, my heart is restless. I don't wish to be prejudice, and I don't wish to be jealous. but deep down in my heart, I confess, I'm jealous. My heart getting restless, I do fear if you will be 'stolen' by others. Why do I need to have this kind of feelings? At this time, I was nervous, thinking of how you sleep there? How do you eat there? Do you comfortable on the bed? Do they provide the best service for you? The questions that should not appear in my mind.. SIGH. I'm worry too much :(
My heart grew excited when I heard the story that spoken by the aunty. He's attending the program on Sunday! I know, I should not cancel my intention to go there... there's no destiny between us. Oh... my confidence was too less in our destiny. but I will remain and continue to hope, that you will see me waiting here someday, or maybe ... until God determines the direction of my path again. Until I was ready to leave you and take another step. Thanks for your spirit. Thanks for your love. Even it was given in a silence, you're still the BEST in me :)
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